Tuesday, April 14, 2009

One must come down...

I was on a high. And I guess I sort of still am. The warmth I felt when thinking about all those great comments I got is still there. The pride in being me is also still there.


Since Wednesday last week I've been in pain. My hips, my pelvis and lower back has been suffocating my good mood. I don't know what casues it, but my hips has been bothering me for some years now. I've had two doctors looking at it in the past and they have both concluded that I get inflammations in my hips. They don't know why. And that the pain I get in my pelvis and back is a result of me trying to put less strain on my hurting hips. And that is supposedly also the reason for my upper body to occassionally shift to the side.

I've been in pain. And in ache. Throbbing ache and sharp pain. My hips. My pelvis and my lower back.

I've moved around as much as I've been able to, but it's taken its toll on my mood. And my stamina. I've had some nights with disturbed sleep as it's been difficult to find a comfortable position to lie in. I've cried.

Some people handle ache and pain well. I'm not one of them. I get cranky. I feel soooo sorry for myself it's ridiculous. I loose all my will power. I can't get enthusiastic about anything. I really have to watch my tongue.

I'm better today. But not well.


What would you say about posts related to creativity instead of posts all centered on me, me, me?

Hang in there. They're coming. I'm knitting socks! I'm working on Shipwreck! And I'm making a needle case for my KP Options!


Geek Knitter said...

I'm sorry you're not feeling well, and I hope you get better soon. It's hard when something goes on and on like that.

Matte said...


Anonymous said...

...hope you're feeling better, sis. I know how pain like this can take over the mind. You will be back to your old self soon, I know it!

Pikku- Kettu said...

Oh boo! for pain. I hope you'll feel better soon.